Change is in the air.....
Several things going on right now...
I applied for a new job. Assisted Living Aide at an area-wide mental health center. All it is is shift work staying with the assisted living people. I don't know what it's going to be like, but I do think I can handle it. And I really really hope I get it... Better pay,good benefits... And getting away from the impossible situation with my current manager!
The other thing happening, is that my ex and I seem to be getting along VERY well...
I do have to confess here, he and I aren't actually divorced... We have been legally separated for over 5 years... Neither of us could come up with the money for a divorce... (I know, I know... I can hear the thoughts in your head!) But anyway... He is really bad at being responsible with money, and at getting things fixed when they need to be fixed, and his way of living is WAAAYY different than mine... I am not sure that we could continue living together forever, but I'm not sure that we are going to get that divorce right away... Although I will soon have the money saved. He has been helping with things around the house, and bills, and it is nice to again have someone coming home to talk to in the evenings... although we both want such different things, and he will be moving out eventually, we worked out a plan for him to stay here and get rid of the house he has been renting in the town where he works, to combine paychecks long enough to get all the bills we both have paid down... And long enough for him to fix up the rental trailer house (!!!) that we own so that he can live there... God, a trailer house! That should prove that we have different living styles!! LOL...He doesn't mind pop bottles and dirty dishes sitting around... And boxes and boxes of *stuff* every where... His idea of doing the dishes is washing whatever you need to cook a meal and not washing them again until the next time you need them....(same with clothes!) LOL I'm the one that wants the house decorated in modern furnishings with lots of empty space that looks like no one lives here...LOL
Anyway... I am looking forward to the day I can tell my current boss that I am giving her my notice... Felt like doing it today, even though I don't have another job yet... I hate going in to work anymore... And I feel so hopeless about her ruining my reputation as a good worker by saying that I'm not getting everything done...
Seems I'm rambling again... does any of this sound reasonable? I think it feels like I'm heading down the right road... maybe I'm the crazy one....lol
I applied for a new job. Assisted Living Aide at an area-wide mental health center. All it is is shift work staying with the assisted living people. I don't know what it's going to be like, but I do think I can handle it. And I really really hope I get it... Better pay,good benefits... And getting away from the impossible situation with my current manager!
The other thing happening, is that my ex and I seem to be getting along VERY well...
I do have to confess here, he and I aren't actually divorced... We have been legally separated for over 5 years... Neither of us could come up with the money for a divorce... (I know, I know... I can hear the thoughts in your head!) But anyway... He is really bad at being responsible with money, and at getting things fixed when they need to be fixed, and his way of living is WAAAYY different than mine... I am not sure that we could continue living together forever, but I'm not sure that we are going to get that divorce right away... Although I will soon have the money saved. He has been helping with things around the house, and bills, and it is nice to again have someone coming home to talk to in the evenings... although we both want such different things, and he will be moving out eventually, we worked out a plan for him to stay here and get rid of the house he has been renting in the town where he works, to combine paychecks long enough to get all the bills we both have paid down... And long enough for him to fix up the rental trailer house (!!!) that we own so that he can live there... God, a trailer house! That should prove that we have different living styles!! LOL...He doesn't mind pop bottles and dirty dishes sitting around... And boxes and boxes of *stuff* every where... His idea of doing the dishes is washing whatever you need to cook a meal and not washing them again until the next time you need them....(same with clothes!) LOL I'm the one that wants the house decorated in modern furnishings with lots of empty space that looks like no one lives here...LOL
Anyway... I am looking forward to the day I can tell my current boss that I am giving her my notice... Felt like doing it today, even though I don't have another job yet... I hate going in to work anymore... And I feel so hopeless about her ruining my reputation as a good worker by saying that I'm not getting everything done...
Seems I'm rambling again... does any of this sound reasonable? I think it feels like I'm heading down the right road... maybe I'm the crazy one....lol
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